motorcycles
First the motors’ growl
The thrum and whine
From behind
cars bunched up
Six slow lanes on I-85
In autumn’s crepuscular light
Then the first one
Hurtling ahead
Another catching up
Serpentining
More black bikes
Slim black boys
Encased in leather
Helmeted like astronauts
The lion’s roar of them
The stupid stupid game
Surging past all of us
splitting like quicksilver
Who will lumber into their
Bright blazing path?
They buzz beside
Our creep and grind
Generate the wind
That rocks our vehicles
Stagnant we disapprove
What can it be
They flee from
They fly to
Every second averting
Catastrophe
Every second
They don’t die
An actual miracle
Oh I was wild once
But never like this
Here is youth baring its throat
To the sharpest knife
Fuck you I dare you
Someone batters
From within
My thick maternal swaddle
Propulsive as the motorcycles’ snarl
Trapped as I am
In steel and glass
Trapped as she is
In the rings of trunk
I’ve accrued
In the coming dark
Yearning
After them
Luminescent tail lights
Long gone
Laura Dickerman graduated from Hamilton College in 1985; she served on the board of Red Weather under the inspiring leadership of Peter Cameron. She attended graduate school at NYU (MA in Fiction) and the Breadloaf School of English at Middlebury College (MA in English); she worked at The Paris Review and was tempted by a career in publishing but became a high-school English teacher instead, working for many years at the Hopkins School, Germantown Friends, and the Collegiate School for Boys. She has lived in Vermont, New York City, New Haven, New York City again, Philadelphia, Brussels, New York City again, and now lives in Atlanta with her husband and two daughters Isabel and Lucy (class of ’24).
General board, Fall 1981 to Spring of 1983